paratiamadamia

sábado 9 de mayo de 2009
ACCEPTANCE

just to see you would make a man happy. Your beauty is so graceful, seductive and vast that words stop and admiration grows taller wider and lighter. Because you are this way I am completely haunted. To women like you we men have to write words deeper than sentiments and thoughts. Madness convert you charm into something so sweet and tender that almost escape my soul and heart. It is so easy to fall and stay in love with you. Let me tell you that even if can not see you here, I will remember you for the rest of my life full of your touch with this hunger and thirst to dream about you. Truly you are the beloved one the one who I will evoke when I get older or sader just to make misery disappear from this world. And for you I think this life is worth living and dying for you for the others.
As I write my heart beats so madly so greatly that IT seems to be I am going to die. You are the angel of love.
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THIS IS THE TIME WHEN MADNES IS HIGH
HIGHER THAN SUN STAR MOON OR HEAVEN
THIS IS THE TIME WHEN NOTHING HURTS
WHEN EVERYBODY IS A BROTHER OF MINE
MY HEART STRUGGLES TO SURVIVE LIGHT
OH MY HIGHEST LOVE OF ALL MY ANGEL
I CAN DIE RIGHT NOW JUST TO NAME YOU
FULL OF YOU FULL OF TORMENTOUS LIFE
I WALK INTO THE FUTURE LOST LOST LOST
BECAUSE YOU ARE FAR AWAY FROM ME
BECAUSE BLUE IS THE COLOR OF YOUR EYE
BECAUSE SAINT IN THE BODY OF YOU GRACE
THIS IS THE TIME WHEN EVERYTHING ENDS
AND MY BEING IS THE BEGINNING OF WORLD
NOW I AM GOD AND I SAY YOU ARE MY LOVE
MY GODESS MY MOST NEVERENDIN WONDER
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I PROMISED GOD I WILL NEVER GER DRUNK
DRUNK I AM DRUNK ON YOU DIVINE BEAUTY
I CAN NOT HELP DRINKIN AS IF LIFE ENDED
AND GOD IS ALSO DRUNK WITH ME MY DEAR
BECAUSE HE HAS CREATED AS A MIRACLE
AND I HAVE GOTTEN IN LOVE WITH HIS LOVE
IS THERE SOMETHING THAT CAN STOP THIS?
WHAT FOR? I FEEL I CAN TOUCH ALL HEAVEN
WITH MY SOUL MY HEART AND ALL MY FAITH
I FELL I CAN KILL DEATH WITH THIS HOPE
THAT I CAN GIVE ALL GOLD TO THE POOR
THAT I CAN CURE ALL SICKNES ALL THE PAIN
FOR A MOMENT EVERYTHING IS JUST DREAM
THEN I SEE YOU BEAUTIFUL AS SUNSHINE
FALLIN DOWN INTO THIS LAND OF MADNESS
AND I NOW I AM IN LOVE WITH THE STARS
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I BELIEVED I WAS DEAD AND WOKE UP ALIVE
YOU WERE IN ANOTHER WORLD CALLING ME
AS ANGELS CALL THE BIRDS TOD PET THEM
I WAS DEAD NOW I AM CRAZY OR LOST
LIFE IS LIKE THE ARC OF A TENDER VIOLIN
A HAND FULL GRACE MOVES THE ARC
AND THE VIOLIN CRIES AND LAUGHS
THIS HAND IS GOD LOVE DREAM FIRE?
THE VIOLIN IS BREAKING INTO CRIES
ASCENDING INTO SONGS AND PRAYERS
THANKS FOR THIS MERCY ON MY SOUL
THANNKS FOR THIS DARK AWAKENING
I CAN NOT SEE ANYTHING BUT YOUR FACE
I CAN NOT THINK ANYTHING BUT YOU
IF I HAVE TO DIE A MILLION TIMES MY LOVE
JUST TO FEEL THIS SO BE IT SO BE IT
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WHY WHY YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL MY LOVE
CAN YOU NOT SEE I AM JUST A SIMPLE MAN
CAN YOU NOT SEE I AM JUST FOAM IN WIND
CAN YOU NOT SEE I DIE TO SEE YOU ALL?
IF BEAUTY WERE SEA I WOULD BE A TIDE
IF YOUR BEAUTY WERE A STARRY HEAVEN
I WOULD BE A FALLING STAR IN YOU NIGHT
WHO ARE YOU THAT CAN EMBRACE MY SOUL
WITH TIES MORE POWERFUL THAN IRON
WITH TENDERNESS MORE PURE THAN GOLD
WHO ARE YOU WHO CAN MAKE A KING
WHEN I KNOW I AM JUST A POOR BEGGAR
WHO MAKE ME A GOD FULL OF RICHES
FOR EVERYBODY TO SING AND DANCE
WHEN I AM JUST THE LAST DEMON OF ALL?
WHY WHY YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL MY LOVE?
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I CAN NOT WAIT MORE FOR YOU TO COME
WOUNDED BY DESPERATION AND ANGUISH
I PERISH IN A DARK SADNESS OF HORROR
I HAVE TO SEE YOU I HAVE TO TOUCH YOU
I HAVE TO KISS YOU I HAVE TO EMBRACE YOU
WHERE YOU ARE IS MY LAST DESTINATION
WHERE YOU WALK IS MY PATH IN THIS LIFE
WHERE YOU BREATH IS MY PLACE TO DREAM
TO BE FAR AWAY FROM YOU IS TO BE LOST
I DO NOT WANT TO SPEND ONE MORE MINUTE
WITHOUT TAKING YOU INTO MY HEART
EVERY SECOND IS AN ETERNITY OF PAIN
I WILL FLY TO YOU I WILL RUN TO YOU
AND IF I HAVE TO DIE FOR THIS DESIRE
DEATH IS MORE THAN WELCOME MY LOVE
I CAN NOT WAIT MORE FOR YOU TO COME
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IS THIS ME IS THIS ANGEL WHO THANKS GOD
THE MAN I AM SUPPOSED TO BE ON EARTH
IS THIS THOUGHT ONE THAT IS TERRESTRIAL
IS THIS SOUL ONE THAT IS MY HUMAN BEING
IS THIS DELIGHT SOMETHING I CAN ESPRESS
SOMETHING I CAN SHOW WITH MY WORDS
SOMETHING I CAN REALLY FEEL IN ME ?
WHO AM I? WHO IS THIS WHO LOVES LOVES
LOVES LOVES TO LOVE AND LIVE LOVING
AM I GETTING INSANE AND FALL INTO DEATH
FULL OF A WEIGHT HEAVIER THAN A PLANET
FULL OF JOY DEEPER THAN ALL ABYSSES?
LOVE YOU HAVE ME ALL IN YOUR HANDS
NOW YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT
NOW I CAN DIE THE BEST POSSIBLE DEATH
LOVE MAKE AN INSTRUMENT OF YOUR GOD
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I WANT TO BE YOU YOUR BODY SOUL HEART
TO FEEL AS YOU DO TO BREATH AS YOU DO
TO WALK IN BEAUTY ROCKING EVERYTHING
TO SPEAK WORDS THAT CAN CREATE HEAVEN
TO KISS WITH KISSES DEADLIER THAN DEATH
I WANT TO BE YOU BLOOD RED FRESH ALIVE
AND RUN TRHOUGH YOUR BODY LIKE TEETH
SENSING EVERY MOLECULE OF YOUR FLESH
I WANT TO BE YOU MOUTH AND EAT GRAPES
TO SQUEEZE JOY FROM AN ENDLESS SPRING
TO BE YOU TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU BEING
TO MAKE SEX WITH YOUR ESPLENDID WINGS
I WANT TO BE YOU NOW AND CEASE TO BE
EMBODY ALL YOU ARE IN ALL I AM HERE
AND GIVE LIFE TO THE BLUES PLEASURE
I WANT TO BE YOU MY LOVE TO BE ALL GOD
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THERE IS SOMETHING I MUST TELL YOU LOVE
SOMETHING OLD AND NEW SOMETHING GOOD
I DO NOT KNOW IF I KNOW HOW TO TELL IT
IT SO IMPORTANT DELICATE AND INTIMATE
THAT I TRY TO FIND WORDS WORTHY OF IT
SOME THINGS WE MUST SAY IN SWEET PAIN
BREAKING INTO PLEASURE AND PRAYERS
AH SOME THINGS ARE UNSPEAKALBLE
BECAUSE THEY ARE THE ONLY WORDS
THE ONLY REASON TO LIVE AN TO DIE
I IF WERE JUST A BIRD I WOULD BE EASY
IF I WERE THE WIND YOU WILL HERE ME
BUT I AM JUST THIS SHOCHED CREATURE
HURT DARK LITTLE DUMB AND IN LOVE+
I MUST TELL YOU SOMETHING I CAN NOT
I HOPE YOU HAVE GUESSED WHAT IT WAS



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THIS IS THE FIRST DAY OF MY EN ON EARTH
SO I CAN CELEBRATE LOVE AS AS MADAMAN
A MADMAN I AM IN LOVE WITH THE ETERNAL
IN LOVE WITH YOU WHOEVER YOU WEREÇ
I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU YOU ARE GREAT
MORE SPECIAL THAN EVERYTHIN ELSE
AN IF I COULD HAVE GIVEN YOU MY SOUL
I WOUL HAVE GIVEN YOU ALL ALL OF IT
IMPOSSIBLE AS IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME
I HOPE ONE MAN CAN GIVE YOU SO MUCH

JUST REMEMBER MY WORDE WERE SINCERE

AND THAT I ALWAYS SEEK FOR YOU GOOD

NO MUCH REMAINS TO SAY ALL IS BEEN SAID

SO MANY WORDS OF ADORATION AN HOPE

SO MANY VOICES OF JOY AND PAIN FOR YOU

I HAVE LEFT NOTHING BUT MY LAST THANKD
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I COULD HAVE LOVE LOVE YOU MUCH MORE

BUT MY LOVE WAS A CURSE FOR YOUR LIFE

I COUL HAVE PRAISED YOU MORE AND MORE

BUT MY WORDS WERE POOR AND SO STUPID

I SUPPOSE YOU NEVER UNDERSTOOD MY WAY

THE WAY TO MAKE LOVE WITH ALL I HAVE

AND WITH NOTHING TO HOLD IN MY HEART

ANOTHER LOVERS WILL COME TO TO DO IT

ANOTHER LIVES YOU WILL HAVE TO LIVE IT

ALL I HAVE IS MY TRAGIC HAPPINESS NOW

THE ONE THAT IS MY BLESSING IN DEATH

BECAUSE I HAVE LOVE YOU WITH ALL LOVE

I GAVE YOU MY KISSES EMBRACES AND SOUL

I GAVE YOU MY TIME INSPIRATION AND LIFE

I DID NOT HAVE TREASURES TO OFFER YOU

JUST MY PASSION MY FREEDON AND PAIN
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I CAN STILL FEEL YOUR HAND IN MY HAND

YOUR MOUTH EATING MY LIPS LIKE BREAD

I CAN STILL SEE YOUR EYES SO DEEP PURE

EYES THAT CAN MAKE ME CRY AN LAUGH

AND I CAN STILL FEEL HOW NEAR YOR ARE

IT SEEMS TO ME I BREATHE YOU OWN AIR

I WALK YOUR OWN PATH TIL YOU HOME

BUT THEN MY HEART BREAKS INTO PIECES

AND I UNDERSTAN THIS LOVE IS IMPOSSIBLE

I WILL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN I AM SURE

BUT IF THERE IS A HEAVEN I WILL SEE YOU

IF THERE A GODO MY LOVE WILL SURVIVE

AND IF THE HUMAN HEART CAN PRESERVE

WITH ITS LAST BREATH ALL LOVE OH DEAR

I SWEAR YOU WILL BE HERE WITH ME ME

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AS NO ONE DID IT
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DO NOT THINK OF THIS AS A GOOBYE LOVE

THINK I AM LEAVING INTO THE STARS DEAR

YOU WILL FIND ME THERE ANYTIME FOR YOU

JUST LOOK THE HEAVEN TO SE ME SHINE ALL

MORE THAN THE REST OF STARS SHINING

BECAUSE I WILL STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU

BECAUSE NOTHING CAN PUT OUR THIS RAY

THAT CRIES FROM SKY BLUE TEARS OF JOY

NO THIS IS NOT A FAREWEEL IS JUST A STEP

ONE STEP I TAKE TO MEET YOU THERE DEAR

THE ONLY STEP A LOVER CAN TAKE TO LOVE

TO LOVE AGAINST ALL ODDS AND ALL DEATH

DO NOT MISS ME DO NOT CRY FOR ME OH NO

JUST ONE OF THE KISSE YOU HAVE GAVE ME

KEEP ON KISSING MY HEART FOREVER LOVE

JUST SAY MY NAME TO HEAR MY ONLY SONG
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I HAVE ACCEPTED TO DIE TO DISSAPEAR ALL

BECAUSE THERE IS NO OTHER WAY MY LOVE

IN WHICH YOU CAN CONTINUE LOVING LIFE

FOR YOU I HAVE JUST A TRAGEDY OF PAIN

FOR ME YOU HAVE BEEN ALL HAPPINESS

DO I HAVE THE RIGHT TO MAKE YOU SAD

WHEN ALL THAT MATTERS IS TO BE GOOD
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WHEN ALL THAT MATTERS IS LO ENJOY

I WAS JUST A GHOST FOR YOU A SHADOW

ONE DAY YOU WILL SE ME FLY IN THE AIR

NO AS AN APARITION BUT AS A BLUE BIRD

THAT CROSSES THE SKY TO SAY HELLO

ONE DAY YOU WILL NOW I AM WITH YOU

WATCHIN FROM SUNSHINE YOU EYES

SINGING FROM THE RIVER YOUR BEAUTY

A GHOST OF FREEDOM A SADOW OF LOVE
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DO NOT THINK OF ME ANYMORE MY LOVE

I WILL THINK OF YOU WHEREVE I AM

DO NOT MISS ME ANYMORE I JUST MISS YOU

IN A WAY THAT IS ENOUGH FOR YOU AND ME

I HAVE TO DIE TODAY TO BE BORN AGAIN

I AM GOING TO BE A FLOWER IN YOUR DOOR

I AM GOING TO BE A THE DUST UNDER YOU

I AM GOING TO BE THE SUMMER BREEZE

ALL AROUND YOU BURNING YOUR HEAD

WITH WARMTH MORE SWEET THAN ALL

CAN YOU BELIEVE I AM SMILING NOW?

I SMILE I SMILE AS NO ONES HAS DONE IT

FINALLY MY LOVE IS BECOME MY LOVE

AND NOW NOTHING CAN STOP ME DEAR

TO GIVE YOU ALL I CAN YOU FREEDOM

LOVE LOVE MORE THAN ANY ONE LOVE
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ONE DAY YOU WILL KNOW I AM DEAD LOVE

BUT YOU WILL KNOW I AM STILL VERY ALIVE

BEHIND YOUR EYES BEHIND WHO SMILE

WHAT IS THE MEANING OF DYING MY LOVE?

NO ONE KNOWS THAT BUT LOVE KNOWS IT

IT IS JUST A TIE THAT STRECHES US MORE

STRECHING FROM FLESH TO THE INFINITE

LOVE KNOW BETTER WHAT IS DEATH

BECAUSE OF THAT THOSE WHO LOVE

DIE IN PEACE AS IF THEY WERE SAINTS

I HAVE NO WORD NO TELL YOU DEAR

ALL WHAT YOU HAVE MEAN FOR ME

WHAT I HAVE I LOVE TO SHOW YOU

AS NO ONE HAS DONE IT ITS HOPE

WHO CARES ABOUT WORS MY LOVE

WHEN LOVE IS ALIVE EVEN IN DEATH

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I AM YOUR LOVER NO MATTERS WHAT DEAR

YOU CAN FORGET ME HATE ME VANISH ME

AND I STILL WILL OVERCOME ALL THAT

TO TOUCH YOUR HEART WITH MY LOVE

IT COULD BE A SOUND A PICTURE A WHISPER

AND THEN YOU WILL KNOW I AM STILL HERE

TRY TO RUN AWAY AND I WILL BE YOUR PATH

TRY TO IGNORME AND I WILL BE YOUR MIND

TRY TO BURIED ME AND I WILL BE YOUR SOUL

I AM YOU LOVER CHOSEN BY GOD AND FATE

AND YOU WILL STAY IN MY OWN HAPPINESS

ALWAYS THERE STANDING STILL STRONG

AS IF YOU WERE A TREE OF FLWERS TALL

UNDER WHICH MY ROOTS WILL SACRIFIE

FOR YOU TO LIVE AS LONG AS I CAN LOVE

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MAYBE ALL I SAID SOUDS STUPID AND EMPTY

MAYBE LOVE IS STUPID AND EMPTY MY LOVE

WHO KNOWS IT WEEL? I AM STUPID STUPID

SO STUPID THAT I LOVE LIKE A CHILD

THERE IS NO MEANING IN LOVE MY DEAR

LOVE IS MEANING ITSELF LOVE IS US

AND OUR EMPTINESS IS FULL OF GRACE

WALKS WITH BEAUTY FEEDS ON NOTHING

BECAUSE OF THIS WE ARE INMORTAL DEAR

WE ARE BEYOND IDEAS SCHEMES AND LOGIC

OUR KINGDON IS ONE THAT NOT DECAYS

AS TIME PASSE BY BUT GROWS IN GLORY

AND FROM ALL AGES COME VOICES SWEET

OF POETS LOVER AND SAINTS TO SHOUT

THIS IS TRUE AS GOD AS SUN AS LIFE AS US

LET US BE STUPID TO LOVE THAT’S IS ALL
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I OPEN MY WINGS I AM ALREADY DEAD DEAR

MY FLIGHT WILL LEAD ME TO THE INFINITE

NOW I LEFT YOU MY LEGACY MY WISDOM

ACCEPT WHAT YOU ARE IN ALL TIMES

AND WATH YOU ARE IS JUST LOVE AND LIFE

DEATH IS PART OF THAT A SWEET PART

AS THE SEED IS PART OF ALL THAT GROWS

HE WHO WANTO TO LOVE IN PLENITUD

MUST HAVE LIVE DEATH IN FORTITUD

A FORTITUD FULL OF HOPE AND FAITH

BECAUSE TELL ME TELL ME MY LOVE

WHAT IS LIFE OR LOVE OR DEATH ITSELF

WITHOUT FAITH TO FLY HOPE TO LAUGH?

TODAY I DIE FOR YOU TOMORROW TOO

BUT MY WORDS ARE THE SEED OF HEAVEN

AND THEY WILL OPEN THE FLOWERS LOVE